Sunday, June 26, 2005
ayyyeee.
it is 1223 am and i am still on the pc. i am so hesitant to go to sleep right now. cz when i wake up, it will be closer to MONDAY. n on MONDAY there is schooooooll. sighh. this has been the crappiest holidaes ever. mainly cz it wasnt a holiday ANYWAY. hahhaha. but it was good cz i learnt a lot of things. (not in terms of academics. hee.) but yess. and i managed to see patrick starr! yay.
anyway, i just remembered what i wanted to say. hahha. i went joggin today and suddenly this old man runs past me. WAHLAU. i was so insulted mann. to think an old man can run faster than me. HMPPHHH. of course i had to show off a bit so i ran faster lahh. but he overtook meeee! NOOOO. my dignity!!! hahah. aniwaes. i promised myself i will work hard in the coming term. i cannot afford to slack. then this will just be a repitition of my early sec. sch days. HAHAHA.
sigghh. i feel like writing a poem now. but my mum is gonna come out n scream at me if she hears me still happily typing on the pc at this time of the night. heh. okies. betta go ta sleep. ya take care peeps. brin loves you all loads. =D
p.s. LAMERZ UNITED: i miss all of you sooooo much!! love love! =)
//.. if only.
brin bit this at ; 12:25 AM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
GAHHH.
brin has a cold and a stupid redundant cough. hhahha. i just realised that REDUNDANT is a nice word. hahah. okay, nvm. im coughing like a friggin chimney lahh. had lit paper today. the first poem was quite nice. heh. got me thinking. ayye. frost is an excellent poet lahh. what can i say mann. natural literary genius. hee. =D
crapp. i think i had too much sugar for one day. drank like dunno how many cans of coke. tons of glucose. shitt. ayyee. suppperr high now. hee hee. laughing my ass off with lydia n nabs. HAHAHAHA. omg omg. this is so friggin hilarious. hahahha. okok. nevermind. oh no HISTORY! die-ded. and id just like to say that my chemical romance friggin rocks my socks. esp. thank you for he venom. aweessomme song. ok. betta go. ooh. patrick starr! =) *yay*
//.. this is the end of a chapter never started.
brin bit this at ; 9:03 PM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
HAHAHA.
omgg. i was just browsing thru gerladine's blog and realised she posted all of the lame quotes we used to think were so cool in sec. 1. ahhahah. and i saw this.
"eVery tEar yOu cRy fOrmS a tHOrN tHat pRiCks mY hEarT, tHat'S wHy i hAte tO sEe yOu cRy cUz uR tEaRs juZ tEar mY heArt aPaRT"
WAHAHHAHAHA. I WROTE THAT. loll. talk about the early beginnings of a poetic genius mann. hahah. i cant remember why i wrote that tho. i think someone asked me to. hahha. oh well. it quite touching whatt. in a weird sense. HAHA. check out the mix of small letter n capitals. heh.
ayye. the time now is 1206pm and i have rehearsal at 2pm. do u think i have time to sleep for a while? heh. im going to go experiment. haha. hopefully can wake up in time. oh yeaa. i keep thinking about THAT smile. =) sighh. ya noe ur in for "deep shit trouble" (in ref. to nabs) when u can look at pics of one of the most nerdiest and gay-est guys on the planet and still smile. =) siggghh. brin is heading for deep shit trouble. prepare for AO pass. HAHAHHAHA. sorry. that was a 1A02 joke. heh.
aighhts. goin to try to sleep. my head hurts like crap. it always hurts when i have to go to school. heh. cyaaaa! =) (oh yea. happy mugging for exams peeps!)
//.. still a little bit of your face that i havent kissed.
brin bit this at ; 12:06 PM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
HAHA.
brin has an important announcement to make. i think i am the first person on earth to have successfully sprained my butt while walking. HAHA. i feel stupid.
okay nevermind. a quick update before i go collapse on my bed. hmm. my throat still hurts. (OWW.) i still miss patrick starr. (HEH.) and i am going to miserably flunk my exams if i dont start working any harder. argh. nvm. I AM NOT WEAK! i will study like mad this weekend. and tomorrow after rehearsal im gonna go have lunch with rach n maria! YAY! oh yea. my bro n dad went to KL. sighh. everyone seems to be goin on holidays except me. UNFAIRNESS. and the crater on my hand has now become a mountain. i think it is infected. GROAN. oh yea. i realised that so many of my friends noe i ran for elections even before i told them anythin! argh. they have secret sources in SR. damnit. i knew i could never live a private life. HAHAHA. sorry. am crappin as usual.
aighhts. im goin to sleep. my butt hurts. goodnight. =)
//.. maybe, someday, you and i could run away.
brin bit this at ; 10:51 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
ARGHH.
my throat so damn pain mann. my head hurts too. but today im a lil better. yesterday was worse. woke up in the morning yesterday and started debating with myself if i should go to school. hahha. but in the end i forced myself to go. scared that i would miss out on too many things or whatever. so basically just spent half of yesterday wrestling with the flag. hahha. and wonderful nabs was laughing at my constiapted look while attempting to look up at the top of the pole. hahah. damnit. not my fault the sun was in my eyes right. hahha
just realised how dumb patrick starr really is. hahhaha. but sometimes dumb-ness can be a good thing? haha. aighhts. NEVERMIND.
i think the bloody medicine i just took is starting to kick in. feelin a lil sleepy. *yawn*. got school again tomorrow. and the rest of the week. sighh. i wonder who was the wisecrack who decided to call this the "holidays". haha. righht. gonna go to sleep and then wake up n revise my history. haha. I WILL STUDY TONIGHT. i dont care if im feeling half dead. i must study! heh.
//.. its only us.
brin bit this at ; 1:49 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
HAHHA.
we are truly arts students. hahahhaha. it is essential that every arts student needs to noe how to talk/write/do crap. hahhaha. okay okay, nvm. crapp. i think im losing my voice and getting sick. arghhh. just had a panadol. hopefully will be better 2mro. got a long day ahead. i have decided to not do my homework til the end of the month. im goin to revise all my work properly and THOROUGHLY first. there is no way im gonna let myself do crap for muh mid yrs.
want to call geraldine n talk crap but my throat hurts. so not sure if thats advisable. haha. i told my mum i had a sore throat and she was like, "yay!" arghhh. thoughfulness. haha. okayy. geraldine told me she saw patrick starr at some place yesterday. hahha. not that i care. from today onwards, it is goin to be in my nature to just NOT CARE about things like these. hmph. and geraldine said my taste was good. hee hee. okayyyy. NEVERMIND. complained to nabs about everything and she said i was in denial. HAHAHA. what the. I AM NOT IN DENIAL. damnnniitt. hahahha
slept thru the afternoon. was just bloody poofed. think i shall bring my history notes with me to school tomorrow. just so everytime i look in my bag, i will be reminded of my un-read history notes and freak out. hahaha. then i will have more inspiration to rush home n study like madd. though the chances of that are quite unlikely. heh. im lookin at some old pics in sjc. loll. i suddenly miss my ij uni. hahhaha. sadd.
ayyee. some peeps have been askin me ta go to da good charlotte concert. but like no time lahh. and i dont really like GC lahh. i wish dashboard would come ta singapore mann!! but it'd be awesome ta just go and mosh there. ahhahah. okayy. i gtg peeps. mum wants ta use da pc. heh. see yaaaa! =)
//.. carry my picure in your pocket.
brin bit this at ; 8:49 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
HELLOOOOO!!
mann. im like totally stoning now lahh. just bummin and doin nothing. too lazy to go to sleep. haha. tomorrow i promised myself that i will start on my homework. gonna get my history essay outlines done. and my malay hmwork too. have a feeling that next week will be damn packed cz of council stuff.
hahha. council camp was fun! got a stupid CRATER on my hand. dont noe how the heck i managed to scratch myself. but if u want to see how it looks like, u can go to melissa's blog! hahhaha. anyway, just wanna say THANK YOU to the future 18th SC for makin camp a great experience! hahaha. learnt a lot of things and all of you guys have all my respect for pushing on and persevering until the very end. let's be the best we can be and rock SR peeps! WE CAN DO THIS! =)
im still in a daze. lack of sleep. hahha. but all my friends are online now so im kinda hesitant to go to bed now. loll. haha. lookin at patrick starr's pics on friendster. =) heh. HSC!~ hhahaha. nvm nvm. i keep asking myself, whats the use anyway? hahah. but now i must be FOCUSED.
there are only two main priorities in my life right now. FIRSTLY, and MOST importantly, MY STUDIES. secondly, council! so yepp. no time for other distractions. HAHAHA. and i promised myself that i will not neglect my family either. it kinda sucks not being able to spend enough time with them and everything. feels like a part of me is missing. so no matter how tired i am after rehearsals or whatever, im gonna make sure i set aside time to talk to them or sumthin.
went to BK after council today. the whole gang of them were laughing at me cz i told them that the mirror in the toilet was too high up. hahha. but it was true whattt! i stood up to look at the mirror and i realised that i could only see the top of my forehead. BLOODY BACKSIDES. argghh. ahhaha. this is what i call "not catering to the need of the masses" ahhahahha. but some of the 18th went to check out the toilet and they said they could see themselves in the mirror. ARGH. fine. i am short. BUT, like i always say, GOOD THINGS COME IN SMALL PACKAGES! yay! so there. heh.
argh. that stupid gwen stefani song is in my head. the one about the bananas. HAHHA. "i like bananas. b-a-n-a-n-a-s!" hahha. all thanks to "mr love" a.k.a joshua. hahahhahha. neverrminnnd. oh yea. i need to go to the gym. shall go call rach and ask her. hahah. i need to lose weight. and we can gossip while running on the treadmill. hahhah. like hamsters! hahahhah!! sorry. that was plain stupidity. i amuse myself. loll. heh.
har har. was in a stupidly soppy mood today. was reading this whole bunch of love quotes just now and thinking, "awwww!" after every one i read. hahhaha. brin is lovesick. hahahaha. sorry sorry. just in one of my MOODS again. loll. aighhts. anyway i better go before i crapp more. i'll just like to say one thing before i go. HSC!! hahahhaha. for those of u who dont know what im talkin about, dont ask. HAR HAR. okies. see ya peeps. brin loves ya! =)
//.. constantly, you're on my mind. and i think about you all of the time. and eventhough words are hard to say, i miss you. never thought i'd feel this way.
brin bit this at ; 8:36 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
HELLOOO.
argh. im so friggin tired right now. and im kinda pissed lahh. cz i came home from lit super late last night as usual. and i stayed up until 12+ to finish up my econs essay for the presentation today. and my group even took the bloody initiative to come earlllyyy this morning to discuss how we were goin to do the presentation. and when we were finally done, we rushed for the econs tutorial thingy. and we were like 2 minutes late??? and then the teacher shouted at us and told us we were gonna get zero and couldnt do the presentation. ARGHHH. crapp lahh. like we were all damn irritated cz we stayed up so long doin the essays. ARGGH. and now, zero marks because of TWO MINUTES?
as dennis always says, "wasting my stupid time!" hahhahah. so yea. wahlau. and my eyes are all puffy right now. goin to finish up a bit of my PW, and then off to bed. there is no way im goin for council camp 2mro looking like ive never slept for 20 years. hahha. oh crapp. i havent packed my stuff yet. and im still bummin around in my uniform. hahha. kinda excited about 2mro. my bro left for camp today too. so the house is kinda quiet now. i think it'll probably become a library once i leave tomorrow. heh. my parents must be jumping for joy. haha. okay, anyway, betta go finish my pw. see ya!!! =)
//.. screaming infidelities.
brin bit this at ; 2:21 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
wooaaahh.
crazy day today. i think my handphone bill is gonna go up da wall. been sms-ing so many ppl todae abt the lit production. arghh. anyway, woke up at ard 830. realised rehearsal was postponed to 11. so was happily abt to go for a run when the sms-es started flooding in. as expected, many ppl were "SICK" today. hahaha. but i kinda understand. because i usually get "sick" too when there is sch on saturday. haha. but ive been good this year okayy! haha. ive never missed sch yet. (HAHA. i wonder why. haha.) woohoo. i just went to get a glass of coke! =)
anyway, finally bought my track pants. yucks. i hate track pants lahh. but we have to wear it for camp. the pants is just damn uncomfortable. haha. "uncomfortable" reminds me of the way i pronounce "comfy" hahha. rach always laughs at my pronounciation. HMPH. just like today i said "calm" and kabi, dennis and travis started laughing at me. bloody hell. hmpphhh. not my fault righhtttt. as long as my England remains powderful, it doesnt matter how i pronounce things. righhht? hahha. ok, nevermmiinnnd.
yay! anisha is online! shall talk to her for a while. im so bloody tired. and my exams are in 3 weeks. brin is bloody screwed. argh. its ok. i shall PERSEVERE!!! yess! woohoo! success is just a few footsteps away! CAN YOU NOT SEE IT PEOPLE??! woohoo. or in other words, PRESS ON! (hahaha. sorry, lame joke. haha.) =x
anyway, i have planned to wake up at 7am 2mro, FOR REAL. i set the alarm for 7 today too, but my eyes refused to open. argh. nvm. i think the thought of my undone econs and lit homework shall motivate me to wake up earlier. HAHA. eh. damn. my coke is finished. crapp. *sobs*
haha. my kitchen stove is temporarily out of order (haha.) and so my family is tryin to find alternative ways to get food. my bro n dad were craving for hard boiled eggs (god knows why.) and so they tried to cook the eggs by putting it in the rice cooker. hahhaha. and my bro was like so pleased when the eggs didnt explode. haha. my mum just came into the room and shoved the egg in my face and asked me if i wanted it. HAHAHAHA. and people wonder why i turned out mentally unstable. hahahha.
righht. just realised that CJ hasnt had their invest. yet! woohoo! maybe i can go. haha. would love to see all my friends mann. itd be friggin awesommmeee. =) hahha. theres spongebob on tv now! haha. OOH PATRICK STARR! =) *beams* hahhaha. patrick rocks my world. yay. haha. (that was damn lammmeee. but nvm.) haha. oh no. i have homework. argh. and i just remembered there's a tube of toothpaste in my sch bag. hmm. okaayy, betta be off. super tired n sleepy. goodnniigghhtt! =)
//.. OBVIOUSLY, you're out of my reach. =(
brin bit this at ; 9:57 PM
Friday, June 03, 2005
groan.
this by far has been the worst week this year. argh. and who the bloody hell said that holidays were fun? argh. okay so anyway. i need to thank kyle loads. he just set me straight. and i guess i really needed to be set straight right now. i came to a jc to get my a level cert. and nothing else. so thats what im gonna do. study, get my cert, n get out. and i'll get that cert, even if it kills me.
so yepp. no distractions. i must not lose my focus. to tell u the truth, im friggin depressed right now. but i dont even wanna thnk abt anything. im turning off my handphone n stuffing it under the bed. haha. and im gonna lock myself in my room and do econs. YES. thats a great idea. hee. okay. im goin to do econs and then im off ta bed. gotta get up early for lit rehearsals 2mro. groannn. nitey nite all.
//.. you mean nothing to me anymore.
brin bit this at ; 8:31 PM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
RARR.
today was a friggin crappy day. was bloody late for school today. was happily trimming my nails in the morning. lost track of time. and then when i looked at the clock, it was like almost 710. ran like a dumbass to the bustop. haha. only to find that the friggin bus had just left!! arggh. was bloody pissed. and the next bus was late. so i was like totally panickin on the bus. when the bus stop, i practically sprinted into sch. was bloody embarassing. but sometimes my friends, we have to sacrifice our image in order not to have terror cast upon us. (HAHAHA. im just trying to make myself feel btter. loll) and i DID NOT want to get locked out of the lecture hall. so throw face. argh.
luckily, i reached the LT just in time! yay! but i was in such a bloody panic, that i forgot all the dates for the Napoleon quiz. crapp. i think im gonna flunk this one mann. it was friggin crap. nevermind, i shall not lose hope!! BRIN IS CAPABLE OF MORE THAN THIS! u noe what. i think im gonna try meditation. ive been so distracted these past week. it will help me focus better! YAY! or maybe yoga? hmmm. but i cant imagine myself with my legs and hand in some freaky position. HAHAHA. nevermind!
and today my hair was in a mess. i hate it. its always the day that i want it to look good, it looks bad. and vice versa. arghhh. oh no. i just remembered i have that lit essay to do. hahha. oh mann. it seems like everyone's been hit by the Yoda disease. everyone's msn nicks are like, "stop him, i must." or some crap like that. haha. whats it with star wars! haha.
aighht. just realised i am super dumb. i happily went on to aspire to print my econs notes. and then i remembered that my printer was not workin. luckily lydia has offered to help me print it. whoops, not offered, more like i asked her. haha. SUWATI. ahhaha. sorry lydia. heh. =x ok. i hope 2mro will be a much better day than today. today was a DEAD DAY. i was like mentally n physically dead the whole day. was like stoning in Mcs while isa, mel, fel n lydia were like talkn abt cantonese. haha. my mind was just somewhere else i guess. hahaha. whatever.
oh yeaa. and 2mro I WILL NOT BE LATE! i WILL be in sch by 730! YES!! haha. im multi tasking right now. chatting n smsing at the same time. i think im gonna need to hire a personal assistant. heh. i have someone in mind. HAHAHA. okay brin, u are so lame. lolll.
oh yea, i was cleanin my desk just now and i found the walkie talkie pen which me and rach bought to talk to each other during class! HAHA. the batteries r dead. haha.i suddenly miss all those times. loll. the stupid things we used to do. and how during recess we wanted to test how far the walkie talkies could be heard, so we were like running across the 2nd storey and shouting into those pens. hahah. those were the days mann. and i miss our daily recess gatherings at the benches. where we all used to just sit down n crapp and gossip. hahha. i miss those days. LIKE A LOT. haha. sec sch was just one of the best times of my life. i mean, it was probably one of the worst times too, but because i had my buddies with me, it didnt seem so bad. haha. =) i miss my Lamerz United! =) shoutouts ta maria, jen, amira, rach, anisha, marissa, and everyone else we used ta hang with. haha. brin badly misses all of ya. you guys just make my life complete. =) and no matter how irregularly we keep in contact (HAHA.), you guys will never slip away from my mind. =)
okay. before i get all emotional and start singing stupid love songs, like the one from Titanic, i betta go. hahha. i could crap more, but my fingers are dead. hahah. dammmnn. i need sleep. and i didnt go runnin today. sadd. hahha. nitey nite peeps!
//.. i've got a confession to make. that my heart would break, to hear you say goodbye.
brin bit this at ; 10:20 PM
